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My DearestTo my dearest Ethan
First off I would like to say thank you. Thank you for being you. Thank you for all you have done for me. For all the meals cooked, for all the hours spent up in the dead of night listening to my ramblings. Thank you for being my solid ground for never wavering or abandoning me weather I was right or wrong, you stood by my side not because you had something to gain from it, but because you loved me, and that was the only reasoning you needed for standing by me.
I think of you, as a warm embrace you are a pair of arms wrapped around me tightly in a snow storm. When I feel as if my body will fail and my heart is weak and weary. I see your face and it lights up my day unlike anything else. I cannot stop myself from smiling when I think of you. From your dark eyes and hair, to that cute little smile you sometimes smile when no one is watching. The one only I capture on film when you are least expecting it.
You are such a sweet and understanding person and so unique to a
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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